Sick babies

It is crazy how much can change in just a few hours. 

Yesterday was a pretty relaxing day. We didn't do much because we had been at the urgent care again with Cerly so we were trying to get her all better. We stayed home and played...nothing big. 

We took a few pictures...

Last night I had plans to meet my best friends for dinner. I have not really gone out and done anything like this yet since life has been so nuts so I was super excited! Before I left the girls were hanging all over me so we took some fun pictures....

Brylee was being very clingy and whiny but I didn't think much of it....

I took Audree and we headed to dinner. I had a great time catching up with the girls...

And then I get these texts from Brandon....

And so I headed back home to my sick little girl. Her fever got up to 103 most of the night. Between the fever and feeding Audree I didn't go to bed until 6:30 this morning. Luckily Brandon was home today so he took over until about 10 so I could sleep a few hours. So so thankful for that. 

So here we go again....the sickness will not escape us. However, I am believing that the end is near!!! I have to believe this because I am running low and need to rest. 

Right now Brandon is at the urgent care with Brylee. 

The two little ones are sleeping.

Why am I not sleeping? 

It is near impossible for me to fall asleep during  the day. I so wish I could. Instead I am laying on the couch blogging....because it always helps me to write when I get anxious. And right now I am anxious because I want my children well. It has been 2 weeks of sickness and it has been tough. While I am feeling all this, I can't help but think of moms that are taking care of their sick babies that are terminally sick....and there is no relief. Just breaks my heart and I cannot imagine. I just cannot imagine...

So right now I am thanking God for my babies, no matter how hard these moments feel, because it could always always always be worse.